CHERLY'S BLOG!

2006-10-29T00:36:00.001+08:00

Something went wrong in my this blog so pls relink!thanx!:)
http://cherly06.blogspot.com/

2006-10-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

Went out with mins just now.First went to hougang mall to buy my slippers.Then went to mins house downstairs to meet her.Met up then went to ponggol park for a walk.Then had to go to compass to pass my dad something.Then went to playground.Chat and keep thinking about the past.When we used to be so and happy and all.No troubles in life.Now it all seems to fade away.And mins told me something.So unexpected.oh well,its all in the past.then bused back home.

~~I know you dont need me anymore~~
~~just say the word and I will leave~~

2006-10-27T16:20:00.000+08:00

today,
I'm so bored.Bored die me ar!walou.Nothing to do at all pls.Hmmm.And I'm so so troubled too.Sighs.

~~I'm neither here nor there~~

2006-10-26T22:23:00.000+08:00

Been really down this past few days,but I finally straighten out my thoughts!so yeah.Gonna start anew with life again:)

This picture obviously is drawn by my princess!She never fails to draw me pictures when I'm sad.Thanx princess!It reall means a lot to me yeah.I love you:)

Say it to me
And I will leave this life behind me
~~Its all ending soon~~

2006-10-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today was great!I feel so xin fu pls!Its been a long time since I went out to have fun and I went out with anna and mins which I very long never go out with:D
First,met anna at the school bus stop.I overslept!oops!lol.then took a bus down to hougang to cut hair.after that,we were walking at hougang mall and we saw mins mother.So we decided to help auntie to carry her stuffs and go visit mins!HAHAHA.When we got to her house,mins just woke up.And she just lock herself in the room.And she was like whining away.lol.finally she came out.Washed up and all.While I and anna took mins dog for a walk.That dog urine like there is no tomorrow pls.HAHAHA.while we were in the lift,I and anna said the same thing at the same time.HAHAHA.It was like,
Anna:Min min bath for sure very long one.
Me:But we walk for so long,for sure finish already la.
Anna:But then hor...
me:But then what?oh ya!
Me and Anna:min min will take very long to choose what to wear!
HAHAHA.We said the exact same thing at the same time!?This shows how well we know mins!lol.
then when we went back to mins house,she was ready.then we headed to harbour front.reached,ate yong tau hoo for lunch!And something really funny happen.Anna was picking up food.Then I saw her trying to pick up the food when its the reflection of the food on the mirror!HAHAHA.damn funny la she.So blur.so full after eating.very xin fu de gan jue also.lol.then went to vivo city.Walked around,and we went to toysarus!So fun pls!hahaha.all the toys and all.and we walked around somemore and had a lot fun and laughter.then I and mins headed to PS.Anna went home as she was too tired!Then I and mins went to walk around ps.Window shopped.Then went to new cathy to drink coffee and have dinner.Had mocha,potato salad,curry chicken pie and some mushroom spinach quice!YUM!And very xin fu pls!And we sat there from six to nine o clock!We had a long long talk!Then went to purple light for a while.While on our way there,crossing the road,I didnt want to cross,and mins pulled me across!I was screaming away.So funny la.lol.stayed there for only while and then went back home.Had so much fun and laughter.GREAT OUTING!

You are a part of me,
I can't live without you.

2006-10-24T04:08:00.000+08:00

currently I still cant sleep.Been playing games with princess and ry.lol.now talking to princess without pressing spacebar!so funny pls!And she is telling me that the mint cookies taste like tooth paste!HAHAHA.okay,I am having cold sweat now and I seriously have no idea why.lol.oh well.Gonna sleep now!

Loving you like there no tomorrow

2006-10-24T01:40:00.000+08:00

Now I can't sleep,so I'm here to blog.lol.I sprain my back,and its aching like shit.And I'm pretty upset about something.Thats why I can't sleep mans!But my princess is cheering me up now!And she drew something so cute for me.

To princess:Though it can't kill the pain my back is having.It certainly did kill the pain of my heart ache!HAHAHA!I love you la princess!You rock:)

I'll be captivated,I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

2006-10-23T18:34:00.000+08:00

today,
Woke up at one!?!HAHAHA.What a pig I am.tsk.Oh well,after waking up,went to grocery shopping with my mom!Brought a lot of stuff pls.And I brought a a lot of junk food and all.lol.I'm still so sleepy.Yawns.

~~The 7th day~~

2006-10-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

today,
went for service!Service was good!first met up with everyone at ps.Princess got a big shock cause I told her I wasn't coming and suddenly I appeared right in front of her!HAHAHA.Ate auntie annes for lunch!yum!then went for service.after service,cui,princess and Imai were playing and all.And I fell off the chair back wards!HAHAHA.Then waited for cui to finish her duties!then bused down to town.Walked around and all,we keep shopping and eating and laughing!lazy to go into details but overall I had a lot of fun!:)

~~I was never the one~~
~~Its the 6th day~~

2006-10-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

today was so fun!:)
went out with rui xin and qian yu.To get rui xin prom dress.We travelled from hougang station to paya lebay station.The trip was super long la.And we keep making fun of other people and keep laughing.Lol.Reached,went for lunch first.While we were walking down the stairs,I tripped and almost fell la?The stairs were so crooked.hahaha.Something weird happen at the toilet.Rui xin went to the toilet while I and qianyu waited outside.Then suddenly we thought we heard rui xin screaming.So both of rushed in,and she said she didnt scream!But we heard her screaming la?So weird pls!oh well,had our lunch at foodcourt.I had some chicken steam rice!Yum!then cabbed down to city plaza.Went to look for rui xin prom dress.But couldn't find any,so we decided to bus down to heeren.And rui xin found her prom dress and brought it!She look so pretty in it pls!Then bus back to city plaza,and brought her high heels.Cabbed back to hougang.Qian yu went to home,I and rui xin went to hougang mall to shop for a while.Brought some stuffs!Then she went home,I went to compass to have dinner by myself.HAHAHA.Then now I'm home!

For the first time,
I really missed you

2006-10-20T14:56:00.000+08:00

~~What am I gonna be without you~~
~~I'm prepared~~
~~to let you go~~

2006-10-19T16:56:00.000+08:00

boring day:(
I've been thinking and thinking.And still.I can't come to a conclusion.tsk.I'm so tired.

~~Now everything has fallen apart again,~~
~~how am I gonna pick up the pieces?~~
~~I really feel like giving up~~

2006-10-19T01:02:00.000+08:00

I have been thinking a lot,thought about the past,things that could have be done but it was never done.Come to think of it,its just another regret.oh well.At least I told her things I feel that she needs to know.And there is another thing I need to think about.sighs.

~~I need to know some answers.I really need to know~~
~~What a risk to take in life for the one I love so much~~

2006-10-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

just went out for a while,was feeling kinda of down so decided to get out of the house and go for a walk.In the I end up taking a bus when it just came and I went to mins house there.And she came down and accompany me and comfort me and all.I feel a whole lot better.Though still upset but yeah.A load off my heart!

To niang:really thanx yeah?for coming down in such a short notice.And accompany me for a while.and thanx for the chocolates!I love you niang!:)

Princess never fails to draw me pictures when I'm feeling down!I love you princess!:)

~~Should I take the risk or not?~~

2006-10-18T18:47:00.000+08:00

I must say that I'm most likely gonna stay at home for about two weeks or so?TSK:(
Oh well,I'm just gonna make the best out of it during this two weeks of staying at home.hmmm,maybe just reflect back on my life,or lose my 10kg?HAHAHA.I guess during this period time of torture will make me a better and a stronger person:)And I am starting to realise a lot of things in life:)What a break in life.tsk.

I want to dance with you on that beautiful purple light place

2006-10-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

Today is a really bad day pls:(
shall not go into details before my water tap turns on.tsk.But I believe things are getting better!:)HOPEFULLY SO!anyway,just uploaded some photos!

Me and mins!

SQ66:D

Act only.HAHAHA

:)

HAHAHA:)

Mins birthday!

Princess drawing again!:)

To princess:Hey,I'm really sorry,about today,made you angry and all.And I really didn't mean to give up on myself yeah.REALLY SORRY!:(

~~I don't ever want to watch you walk out of my life again~~

2006-10-17T18:28:00.001+08:00

~~We spent times together like as if there were no tomorrow~~
~~and you once said we must stay this way for as long as we could~~
~~but just today~~
~~you were gone~~

~~I bleed for you my loved one~~

2006-10-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

I just came back home,went out with mins for dinner:)
we had dinner at jalan kayu!ate indian rojak and roti john!super full pls!and we keep talking about the past,where we used to have so much fun!And we remember there was one time mins and I ran after the bus until her slipper broke!HAHAHA.oh well,I miss those times.

You packed your last two bags.
A taxi's 'round the bend.
You used to laugh out loud,
But you can't remember when.
You lost your lies.
It's like your moving out of time,
And the whole word crumbles right beneath you.

So, I might've made a few mistakes,
But that was back when you would smile,
And we would go everywhere,
But we ain't been there for awhile.
And this I know,
There's a place that we can go-
A place where I can finally let you know.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
We're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon.

I hope you find whatever you've been lookin' for.
Just remember where you're from and who you are,
'Cause there's a thousand lights that'll make you feel brand new,
But if you ever lose your way, I'll be right here for you.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
So, come back and you sit down. Relax.
Everything's to see that you've come a long, long way,
And it's the place that you should be.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
And we're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon.

2006-10-16T19:17:00.000+08:00

Today,
anniversary of prince and princess!
HAPPY THREE MONTHS PRINCESS!
I love you:)

Another drawing from princess!:)

I'm the one that loves you lately
You and me,we got this great thing

2006-10-16T01:35:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS AWESOME:)
in the morning went to visit my mom at the hospital.And she can be discharged tml afternoon.YAY.Then went off for service.after service celebrate mins birthday!first went to town,dinner at seoul garden!was really funny la!mins wanted to pass kelly some food,then i thought i heard my name,so i pass my plate to her,then she said she didnt called me,she called kelly.HAHAHA.Then I and anna keep piling food onto everyone plate while they were gone!So fun la pls.and we keep laughing and doing silly stuff!after dinner,anne and kelly went off to carry out the plan to surprise mins!they bluff her that they had to attend their friend bbq,but instead they went to get the cake.lol.then we cabbed down to marina sqaure,keep walking around to find the place where anne said she was at,finally when we reached there,the lighter didnt work,and it was so hard for anne and kelly to appear without mins noticing anne and kelly.then adel got mins to the toilet,then anne and kelly hide somewhere,then when they came back,they brought out the birthday cake!mins was shocked.and the cake was for adel too!cause we didnt celebrate her birthday that time.she was shocked too!HAHAHA.then played with sparkles!so fun la!then headed back to sengkang,kelly and sys went home.only left me,anne,adel and mins.and we got a surprise for mins still.lol.headed to anna house downstairs the playground.then kwai came.mins didnt expect it la!HAHAHA.she was surprised AGAIN!sat at the playground and talked,for that one hour,those moments were so family-like.just like the old times.sighs.oh well,too many things left unsaid,but overall,EVERYTHING WAS AWESOME

TO MY BELOVED NIANG:HAPPY SWEET 16TH!I PROMISED YOU THAT I WOULD MAKE IT MEMORABLE DIDNT I?HAHAHA!MAY ALL YOUR WISHES AND DREAMS COME TRUE!AND WE DO LOOK ALIKE!HAHAHA.AND THANX FOR BEING AN ANGEL ON MY BIRTHDAY!I AM A ANGEL ON YOUR BIRTHDAY ALSO OKAY!I LOVE YOU!

To sys:You were so silly pls!you actually explained to me everything when I didnt even noticed anything about your necklace!But I was really touched by what you did okay!lol.I'm never gonna ever think too much or get angry over small matters anymore,because of you.I love you la silly:)

To anne,kelly,anna,adel,kwai:I had an awesome time with you guys!I love you all!:)

I'm gonna love you like there is no tomorrow:)

2006-10-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

For the past five days,it has been the worst days of my life,staying in the hospital is horrible.Just waiting for time to pass by slowly.oh well.At least my life is getting back on track.sighs.I WANT BACK MY NORMAL LIFE!

Today,
I finally get to go out!:DWent out with sys to the hospital first to pass somethings to my mum,stayed for a while then went off.cabbed down to town.walked around and brought some stuff!ate all kinds of junk food.and shopped a lot!then mrt to heartland mall to look at some stuffs!then off to sauyan house for her bro birthday party!The food was nice,and it was really fun and all.Princess and sys raped me again-_-HAHAHA.then cab home.

I want to be by your side
Every moment without you
~~Its kills me~~

2006-10-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

For the past two days,everything has taken my life away.I don't have the mood to blog about what has happened.But all I can say is everything has drained me emotionally,physically and mentally.I am so tired. I just wish everything would be back to normal.

I only wished you were there for me
~~but you were not there at all~~

2006-10-09T10:33:00.000+08:00

today,
okay,I'm just rotting at home.I am seriously super bored.Oh well,nothing much to do!tsk.Later going to sys house!To surprise her!HAHAHA.gonna pass her stuffs to make her feel better when she is in the period of exams.Am I nice or am I nice.lol.She will be super shocked,cause she thinks I'm on a cruise now.HAHAHA.Then I guess after that I'm gonna exercise!MUST BE PRODUCTIVE.I HAVE TO LOSE MY 10KG.HAHAHA.

I made up my mind
And my heart along with that

2006-10-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

today,
went for service.Its was great.then after service went for dinner with the rest.Had oyako don.Some rice and egg and chicken meat.It was very filling!And nice too.then went to off with mins and emai.went to shop around ps.then cuiting join us!shopped!and honey lemon drink and auntie annes!.we were having lots of fun la.then emai had to go off,so the three of us went to compass.mins got her haircut!and brought stuffs.went to a nearby playground chat about a lot of stuff.and we keep saying lame jokes.lol.then I went home first.

I really miss you a lot:(

2006-10-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

today,
sleep until 12 plus,then that moron sys call me.tsk.chat for a while,then we hung up.at six plus,I went to ponggol end ALONE.HAHAHA.went here to throw away stuffs.One thing to strike off my list!I threw away something really meant a lot to me.I cried like 6 buckets?oh well,actually it feels kinda a big load off my heart,its feels like I threw away my past,finally I won't see that something that reminds me of my past.Yeah,its time to let go of my past.I want to start anew in life,I want to move on:)

Its hard holding you
Its hard losing you
Its hard loving you
I can't go on that way,
so I'm letting go of everything
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt
But its better off this way,
so I can finally move on with life

2006-10-07T00:08:00.000+08:00

Lantern festival was great!
I,rui xin and qian yu played with candles,form words and all.Then we went to walk around.I and rui xin went crazy!Keep fighting!HAHAHA.we were so HIGH!Then it was getting late,so we went home.

To rui xin:Your O levels are coming!Study hard and don't stress yourself too much.If you need me to accompany you to study,I will accompany you even though my Ns are over.If you are sick pls go see doctor!Don't act strong la!You know you always can tell me your problems,don't keep it to yourself, if you need to cry,I will lend you my shoulder.I will be your tissue paper!HAHAHA.I will be there for you 24/7 yeah.Don't worry!You won't lose me la.I am your closest bro?WAH,I'm so honoured pls!Yes,you are naggy.HAHAHA.But that shows that you care and worry for me and I'm very touched.Seriously,you have been a great sis to me.Like as if you are my real sis.Whether its good or bad times,you were always there to share it with me.I enjoy spending days of my life with you.I couldn't ask for more then to have a sis like you.Thank for everything you have done for me.Lets go drinking after your O levels okay!HAHAHA.I love you:)

Not fated

2006-10-06T19:05:00.000+08:00

N LEVELS ARE OVER!WHEEEEE!HELLO FREEDOM!YAY!IT TIME TO ENJOY LIFE!
maths paper was okay,I was stoning most of the time cause I don't really know how to do the questions.hahaha!when we were dismissed from the hall!Wah!damn happy la!?then went to compass to find sys and angelia and annabel.sat at macs,chat.then send sys home!I'm so nice to send her home!hahaha.I was so bored,and I decided to walk from her house to jalan kayu!HAHAHA.theres a short cut through the housing estates,but I GOT LOST.tsk.and I could not cab cause everywhere is like housing estates!finally after walking for 17 mins,I found my way!lol.then bused home.later going to play candles with qian yu and rui xin!lantern festival!YAY!I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!N LEVELS ARE OVER!WHEEE!

Drifting,my love:)

2006-10-06T10:53:00.000+08:00

today,
last day at school already,tsk.I can't believe it.HAHAHA.LAST PAPER!I can't wait mans!:)

2006-10-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

Today is a very memorable day:)
my mom is being really nice again,brew tea for me to keep me awake!So xin fu!hahaha.PURE LIT PAPER WAS HORRIBLE!SO HORRIBLE!I do the paper until I wanted to cry already pls.Sighs.anyway, its over!no use getting so upset over it.one more paper to go!AND N LEVELS IS OVER!WHEEE!I CAN'T WAIT PLS!after lit paper,went home,then went to rivervale mall with my mom,bought lunch.then after eating,I fell asleep!hahaha.oh well.then sys came over to my house.she bought me a soft toy tiger!HAHAHA.YAY!WHEEE!I LOVE IT PLS!we went out and packed lunch and back to my house.she ate a lot as usual.lol.watch the movie tokyo dirft fast and furious!the movie rocks!the sound track rocks!drifting rocks!HAHAHA.after the movie,then sys went home.
I FEEL SO HAPPY!HAHAHA!another drawing from my princess!I have one whole collection of her drawings mans!

to princess:You never fail to cheer me up!Whose your secret admirer huh?HAHAHA.I love you!:)

to sys:thanx for the tigger!ITS REALLY SO SWEET OF YOU!I LOVE YOU!:)

Happy first month,I love you:)

2006-10-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

today,
since I'm need to hit the books soon cause my lit paper is superly important,
I shall cut everything short!
-science chem paper was so easy!
-my mind went blank during my bio paper!tsk!
-after school had a while of lit lesson and Miss Yeo says I have get A1 for lit!AHHHH!
-chat with anna after lesson!
-went to compass with anna and adel!
-then bused home
N levels is ending!YAY!

Tomorrow:)

2006-10-03T12:02:00.000+08:00

today,
woke up in morning,was pretty tired.My mom cook for me some soup?HAHAHA.Its was very bitter.My mom said its good for keeping me awake!I think my mom is very nice and sweet la.She know I've been very tired studying late and all,so she thought of cooking me soup before my maths paper.Though the soup was bitter,when I drank it got xin fu de gan jue!lol.Maths paper is over!Its was pretty easy la on the overall.yup.stayed in school to chat with sys and kendra for a while.then now I'm home,gonna mug real soon!I feel so xin fu today:)

Its just a little too long,a little too late
prove me wrong
~~My heart ain't telling anything~~

2006-10-02T21:12:00.000+08:00

today,
english and history paper is over!I totally screwed up my history paper:'(sighs.gonna work real hard for my other papers!after history paper,went home and change and went to hougang mall and meet rui xin and qian yu.I was pretty upset but qian yu cheered me up with her lame jokes la!hahaha.it was damn funny,and we keep irritating rui xin.lol.did maths,rui xin makes a good maths teacher la!lol.then went down to ntuc cause qian yu needed to buy chocolates.and she brought toberlone for me!YAY!lol.the bused home!I can't wait for Ns to be over!

~~When you told me that you love me~~
~~were those just words~~

2006-10-01T12:46:00.000+08:00

today,
the stress is really coming in.sighs.N levels tml!So fast la!?!three weeks ago I was complaining that N levels was so far away.tsk.and now,ITS TML.oh well,my grandmother and my aunt came to my house this morning.surprisingly my aunt didn't nag at me as usual.she even said jia you for my N levels!WHOA.what a mircale pls.lol.I CANT WAIT FOR N LEVELS TO BE OVER!THERES SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!6oct!WHEEE!I CAN'T WAIT LA!okay,enough of my crapping,shall hit the books now!gonna mug real hard and give my last shot for N levels!

Knowing you are there for me,
I can make it,
I'm gonna make it for you,I promise:)

2006-09-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

today,
sys is such a idiot la,but I still love her:)HAHAHA.
arranged to meet today to study together,but suddenly she said she could not make it.so I felt pretty sad.Then one hour later,she was outside my house!?HAHAHA.walou,I was so surprise la!?tsk!I was so sad for nothing!lol.anyway,to cut everything short,I had a great time with her,she always makes my day:)

to sys:you are so sweet pls!I love you tons!:)

I'm falling deeper for you each day
I just can't put down my love for you
~~I would never ever bear to leave you~~
Every moment with you is so sweet
You have made me know what love means
And all that equals to I love you like I never did before:)

2006-09-29T23:48:00.000+08:00

went to mins house to study!could not really get anything in though I tried really hard.lol.mins sister and mother keep feeding me with food!hahaha!and mins mother brought this bao for mins.it is really very big mans.mins had share it with me.lol.stayed in her house till 11 then bused home.

Letting go of what should be let go,
this time is different,
I'm not missing you.

2006-09-29T11:56:00.000+08:00

today,
never attend school again.HAHAHA.oh well,currently I'm staying at.going mins house later to mug:(N levels are in three days time and the stress is really coming in.sighs!I cant wait for Ns to be over!

Words can't express how much you mean to me:)

2006-09-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

today!
never attend school again!HAHAHA.oh well.went to the airport with mins!first meet her on the bus.reached,went to macs to get breakfast!then went to viewing mall to study.study for like four hours.no mood to study then went to walk walk.went to buy some food from bengawa solo.walked around,went terminal one.I and mins can't wait to go overseas la!?I wanna go perth!SQ 66!MY DREAM FLIGHT!HAHAHA.then headed to the bus interchange to take bus to marina square.at the travellator,there is one going up and one going down,so I was trying to be funny,took the one that is going up when I am supposed to go down.mins took the going down one.so there this lady who wanted to come up,but didn't know which one to take cause both of us seem to go down at the same time!HAHAHA.was so funny pls.bused to marina square!shopped.AND I SAW THIS WHITE AND BROWN STRIPES POLO T SHIRT AT FOX.I'M IN SO LOVE WITH IT.WHOEVER BUYS IT FOR ME,I WILL LOVE THAT PERSON A LOT!HAHAHA.then went to foodcourt for dinner!was very hungry la!?I ate one plate of grilled chicken rice and pohpian and I don't feel full at all!?lol.after dinner,headed to clarke quay.and we saw the raining tree!we were so amazed by it!hahaha!sat down at some seat,chat and went to fullerton hotel to take pics!then headed back to city hall,trained and bused home!I must say today was really very fun!hahaha.took a lot of pics!

Mugging!

Can't wait to go overseas!

I love you:)

Mins and my dinner!

At boat quay!

Me and mins!

Emo!

HAHAHA!

At fullerton hotel!

Retarded us!

Thats all!

For you,I will:)

2006-09-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

today,
never attend school!I dread school pls!lol.in the morning,went to see doctor to get MC!The doctor talk non stop la!?lol!then went to get my hair cut!then headed back to compass.met up wih princess!hahaha.lydia came with her to meet sharene.they stayed for a while then went off.sys came,had lunch.there was this man,walou,put the drink and on top of our seat and the drink toppled over me and sys!spilled coke on our shirt!tsk!then accompany sys home then cab home.studied for a while,went to meet mins for dinner.went to her house.played with her dog!winter is so cute pls!winter likes me!HAHAHA.and now I'm at home!Been thinking about a lot of stuff.I really don't know what to anymore.I don't want to let go:(

Not the one you love

2006-09-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

today,
nothing much happen.so I'm going cut it real short!
-lessons were really super boring.
-I screwed up my history paper.
-Kendra and claud rape me!HAHAHA!
-I can conlude that kendra pa laopo.HAHAHA!
-Went with sys for her dental appoinment.
-went home alone.I'm such a loner!lol.
-Gonna cut my hair tml!:)

to princess:pls cheer up!you are always there for me!So now I am here for you too!If you need to cry I lend you my shoulder ok!I am your tissue paper!HAHAHA.PRINCE LOVES YOU HEAPS!

Now that is all shattered,
tell me how to piece everything back.

2006-09-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

Now its all so broken up and shattered,
I just want to be alone.
I can't pretend everything is alright when its not.

I am sorry,
really sorry.

2006-09-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

today,
went for service.first met mins at hougang mrt station.then trained down to PS.when I got there I got the SHOCK of my life.sys was like there too!?when she said she wouldn't be coming?and she was smsing me telling that she was at home!?I was superly surprise la!?hahaha.oh well,service was good and all.Then after service,mins and sys and I saw this shop which had earrings and a lot of other accessories.I help mins to choose and I brought a pair of earrings for sys!hahaha.oh well,trained back to compass,sys went home.she didnt expect me to give her the pair of earrings she wanted!HAHAHA.Dinner at mos burger with mins,then bused home.

If I lay here ,
If I just lay here ,
would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know,
how to say,
how I feel.
Those three words,
are said too much,
they're not enough.

2006-09-24T09:30:00.000+08:00

yesteday,
went out for qian yu birthday celebration!Was really fun!First went to kbox,surprise qian yu with a birthday cake!hahaha.she was pretty suprised as she didn't know I was coming.then sang songs.and they sang the song barbie-_-The lyrics is superly funny pls!
It goes:I'm a Barbie girl in the Barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
some parts of the lyrics disgusting too.HAHAHA.anyway,they got REALLY HIGH.then headed down to hougang mall foodcourt.brought dinner!chat,laugh alot and crap!hahaha.took pics too!but couldn't take a pic with the birthday girl cause she keep laughing.-_-hahaha.oh well.but I did take a pic with my senior!

Me and rui xin!LOVES!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIAN YU!YOU HAVE BEEN A GREAT FRIEND AND JUNIOR!LOVES:)

TO MY GREAT MINS NIANG:I am so nice to write you this whole chunk of things about you ok!so you must be honoured!hahaha.okay,You know me soooooo well that I dont have to say anything and you will know what I thinking of!You always cheer me up!You always accompany me to go out!I enjoy my life being with you.you are pillar of strength!I am such a strong and indepedent kid because of you!I am mature also because of you! thank you for being there and giving advices when I am at my lowest point of my life.I couldn't ask for more than a niang like you.I LOVE YOU!:)

To princess:I don't have to find anymore.You are my happiness!:)

To sys:My silly one,don't be so upset anymore!Just forget about the whole thing okay!Put it behind you!No more crying okay?CHEER UP PLS!I LOVE YOU!:)and you better change back your blogger title to what it is supposed to be:)

I tore up everything that was left,
those things are not memories,
Its just all your empty promises and lies.
No point holding on to something when it is long gone.

I don't feel anything,
Its has been too many times,
again and again.
I GIVE UP.
I don't ask for anything anymore,
I am contented with what I have now.

2006-09-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

I am so bored!
I am pretty sick of studying so here I am to blog.hahaha.
going out later for qian birthday celebration!cant wait mans!
ok,I will blog again tonight.

My princess did this for me last night,she rocks!Without fail,she always cheers me up!I love you princess!

I had enough,
I can't take it again and again.
I can't pretend all this never happpen before,
it just keeps coming back.

2006-09-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

today,
never attend school again.went to meet mins early in the morning to see doctor!she went to jog first,then she joined me at the polyclinic.got my mc!then headed to mins house.studied,ate baked moon cake and sadine puff!really very nice pls!then went to compass to meet princess and sys!I and mins ate lunch first at mos burger!had ayoko rice burger!so damn delicious!I felt so xin fu!hahaha!then sys and princess came,they ordered their food,and the cashier must have got the order wrong!so they had a extra large packet of fries!hahaha.we keep talking about a lot of funny stuff!and sys got really high-_-the after eating,went to kiddy palace!got some baby stuff!for a special purpose:)then went to get mins stuff.princess and sys brought lime ice cream!before princess went home,sys gave her a big spoon of ice cream!so funny la her face.princess went home,I and sys and mins headed to her house.played with her dog,went down to buy bens and jerry ice cream and a lot more of junk food!slacked and watch tv.then headed home!I HAD A LOT OF FUN TODAY:)

That silly bum is my sweetest thang!

2006-09-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

today,
went out with mich at six plus!went to Ponggol end.Was being emo and all again.hahaha.I and mich were sitting near the sea.then suddenly the waves came in damn close and I was like shouting tsunami!HAHAHA.and we had to run away.mins and I were on the phone with sys,she and her wang wang!and she dont want me and mins anymore!lol.went to read all the words on the wall.very interesting things.then headed to harbour front to have dinner!there got a lot of food!there were like food stalls set up everywhere.and we saw a very big moon cake and a huge kong ba bao!hahaha.then went to eat yong tau foo!xin fu de gan jue!damn full after eating.then we went to cheers and sample food when we were not supposed to.lol.mins brought sour plums!then headed to purple light place!as usual,crossing the road with mins is never the same!reached,chat and slacked there.was playing the tokyo drift song.mins keep laughing la!?lol.then headed back to Mrt station.mins said something really funny!mins make me laugh like mad la!HAHAHA.then home around 12.

HUGE KONG BA BAO!HAHAHA.

Deep inside at the corner of my heart,I'm attached to you

2006-09-21T17:18:00.000+08:00

YAWNS!
today,
didnt attend school.I am really tired.Slept at one plus yesterday and woke up at 2 plus today?I slept a total of 12 hours!?but I am still sleepy!HAHAHA.I am such a pig pls.

I just don't love you no more:)

2006-09-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

today,
eng lessons was really funny.lol.had to do ten pages of lit in two hours!?!but didnt finish.after school stay back with mins!was really mood swinging and was really pissed off.so when we were at the malay stall,my princess came to say hi and I started to screaming like nobody business!HAHAHA.I was whining to her.then the malay stall auntie ask why I so fierce.then mins go and tell her my menses coming so I moodswing!?HAHAHA.after finish eating lunch,atiqa came to chat with me and mins.and she started to whine about her 53!HAHAHA.chatting with atiqa and mins was really very funny!then I rushed home cause sys suddenly say she will see me in ten mins at my house!?!lol.and she was waiting at my house door already!sorry mans!it was really sweet of her!she brought me toblerone!MY FAVOURITE!hahaha.then we slacked and play!then cabbed down to hougang stadium cause her parents thought she was there exercising.sys went home.then I went to meet mins to have dinner.her dog is cute la!so funny!ate dinner and went to walk at ponggol park.had a lot of fun and chat about some stuffs.then bused home.princess recited a poem to me!it goes:I have a pen,my pen is blue,I have a prince,my prince is you!HAHAHA.

The toblerone sys gave me!Love it!You rock la!

to sys:you are so damn sweet la!come to my house and give me toblerone!how you know I love that chocolate?I had a great time with you:)I love you sweetie!
to princess:your poem,so cute pls!And that four words:)I was really touched by what you said.I love you princess!

You really got me thinking

2006-09-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

today,
school was pretty boring.history test was alrights.had performance at the last period.damn funny pls!hahaha.after school went to compass with sys and angelia!they had lunch but I didnt feel like eating.hmmm.then met up with adri and sarah.shopped for a while then went seperate ways.went to sys house.she was playing songs for me on the piano.damn nice la!slacked then bused home.

I will play pretend

2006-09-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

today,
school was pretty slacked!had lit test too.then after school sys came over to my house.slacked,chat,sleep and play a lot!Watched the confessions of a teenage drama queen!I really had a lot of fun with her!HAHAHA.

to sys:It was fun ****** you mans!HAHAHA.I love you to the max la!

I love my sexy and hot girlfriend:)

2006-09-17T02:57:00.000+08:00

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

2006-09-17T02:09:00.000+08:00

Cant sleep,thinking of stuff.sighs.
My princess so sweet!she is the sweetest thing la pls!Sweeter then sugar!Whenever I'm down,she always draw something for me.

Princess!You rock my life!You never fail to cheer me up!Your drawing is so cute!And you are so so sweet pls!I will be happy la,so you must be happy too kays!I love you to the max!

2006-09-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

today,
went for shennen birthday party!stayed there from like 12pm to 10pm!?lol.had loads of fun!everything was great!its been a long time since I ever do something to my heart contents.but I shall not go into details.love it!

The rain was real light,
but I still felt cold.
I cried hard,
but you still couldnt understand my pain .
Just only want to hold you tight,
is that too much to ask for?

2006-09-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

today was so fun!
performed a skit in front of the sec 4 and 5 batch.I seriously look damn funny la!?!I was acting as the security guard?and I had to put eye liner?it was damn thick pls!hahaha!And my name was xiao V king security?!damn funny la,then its like my voice had to be damn high?HAHAHA.I made the whole audience laugh real hard mans!now everyone keep teasing me.lol.then after school met up with ruixin.went to hougang mall to study.sam joined us too.I can conclude that I and ruixin are very self obsessed!HAHAHA.after studying,went to sweets(not candies but thats what I call her) house!rui xin was so kind to walk me to the 88 bus stop!and we were like talking about love?and one advice she gave was,when you love someone,dont fall too deep or else you will get hurt a lot.hmmm.somehow its true but its not gonna stop me from loving someone deeply!HAHAHA.reached sweets house,slacked a lot.I fell asleep!hahaha.had a lot of fun with her la.laughed,talked and play a lot!then bused home at 9.

The day when I stop loving you,
would be the day when all the oceans and seas dries up and all the stars in the sky disappears:)

2006-09-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

I walk for miles and miles and wound up at your door
I know I can't go on that way,
so I'm letting go,
it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt
but I know goodbye means nothing at all

2006-09-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
Cause you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore

How many times do I have to say goodbye to you?This time I'm for real

2006-09-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

today,
I 've been thinking about a lot of stuff.A LOT.
went out with mins just now!I cycle all the way from sengkang to hougang.hahaha.I actually exercise!mins went jogging.I was super late!sorry mins!oh well,by the time I reached there she already jog finish.then we went to hougang mall.got some food and drink.went to mins house downstair to eat and chat.We talk about A LOT of stuff,stuff from the past till the present and I realised A LOT.I realised that you will never know what you got till its gone,I took things for granted,I never treasure what I had.now looking back,I seriously regret.But what to do,what is done cant be undone.from now on,I will treasure every moment with my loved ones, I will never take things for granted,I dont want to have any regrets and I want to live life to the fullest:)There is too much left unsaid and undone.

To mins:eh!tell me why you are my angel on my birthday leh!HAHAHA.

I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off you(:

2006-09-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

today,
school is superly boring la!I cant for holidays come!And I cant wait for my Ns to over!lol.nothing much happen today,
went to compass with mins to study,then went over to her brother place.Played with her dog,winter!WAH.the dog lick my hand like there is no tml mans!HAHAHA.then bused home.

I miss you:'(

2006-09-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

today,
never attend school!HAHAHA.oh well.went to airport with mins!also never go school la she.lol.reached at about ten?took out maths and practice and in total we practice for 5 hours!?!goodness.I study until I damn sleepy la that I fell asleep for while.oh well,decided we studied enough,went to walk around.went to bookshop,read some books.then went to bengawa solo.all the kueys and the moon cakes looks so delicious!hahaha.in the end mins brought ang ku kuey and durian kuey.I brought durian kuey only.hahaha.then we went into coco trees.then went to a candy shop too.and we did something really bad okay.HAHAHA(our dirty little secret!)then went to viewing mall.sat there and chat for about an hour?then went back to compass.had our dinner!mins ate desert and I ate bee hoon with hotdog.both of us were damn full la!?!lol.then went to 7 eleven and sat outside for a while.met sys,chat for a while,then went home.

baby you are the one I need tonight:)

2006-09-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

If I'm just a replacement,
If one day I have to let you go back to her,
I rather not love,I would leave now.

2006-09-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

Life has been so great,love it:D
today,
woke up at ten plus?watched cartoon and edit photos for my blog.had milk noodles for breakfast.HAHAHA.then went back to sleep at around two plus?all the way to six plus?lol.then watched a abit of tv and then met up with mins for dinner!settle our dinner at 7 eleven with some junk food.sat at a playground and chat as usual.then headed back to compass.mins went home,met up with my parents.off to chomp chomp for supper!HAHAHA.eat die me.Reached there,and I got shocked by mei dan!lol.didnt realise she was there and she shouted CHERLY!walou,I was replying sms and suddenly hear her shout,scare me.lol.sze hwee and another guy was with her too.HAHAHA.sze hwee cant whack me cause my mom is there to protect me!HAHAHA.oh well,they couldnt find seats then come and sit at my table.hahaha.too bad,not enough space.my mom and dad keep ordering food!tsk.in total,we ate,satay,chee kuay,hokkien mee,carrot cake,desert,sugar cane drink.woah.I am getting fat la pls!lol.then headed home!
I feel so xing fu and happy today!Its like all I spend my days my all my loved ones!LOVE IT!

Silly one,I didnt mean to make you cry,
I am a pig for making you upset.
I am truly sorry!
I love you to the max my silly one!

2006-09-09T05:18:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!I am done with my blog!with the help of my princess!THANX MANS!I COULDN'T HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT YOU!AND YOU READ ME LIKE A BOOK LA?YOU KNOW EXCATLY WHAT I WANT WITHOUT ME ASKING!?!HAHAHA.I dont have to say anything and you know it all!GREAT MINDS THINKS ALIKE.what to do when we are prince and princess!HAHAHA.I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX!And I love my blog!HAHAHA.going to sleep now when everyone is gonna wake up in a few hours time?lol.

And my silly one,I love you till the max too:)

2006-09-09T01:53:00.000+08:00

Cant sleep:(,thinking of things,oh well.I'm having my breakfast too!HAHAHA.coffee and bread!chatting with princess since ten plus.lol.oh well,most likely not gonna sleep till 6 am in the morning?lol.

I'm really sorry:(

2006-09-08T21:47:00.000+08:00

today,
went to princess house!was really fun and all.both princess and sys keep bullying me la?tsk.lol.then went to chomp chomp with sys and angelia.ate stingray and carrot cake!yum!then bused home:)

I hate being like that:(

2006-09-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

730723 means the world to me,love you three loads:)

2006-09-06T18:37:00.000+08:00

I am such a pig.HAHAHA.
today,
was supposed to go study with rui xin,but then,tsk,I was too tired and sleep till 4.I'm so bored at home!AHHHH.

Now that I'm with you:)

2006-09-06T01:19:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY:D
first in the morning went for chinese listening comprehension N level exams,then after that,accompany mins to go home to take her entry proof.then headed to compass,mugged at mos burger,suddenly they played songs which are like in the 70s and 80s.I and mins laugh like mad!HAHAHA.got chased out cause we studied in there for too long,went to delifrance instead,then got this kiddy machine that keeps saying the word flower and it says one time every 14 seconds,so since we stayed there for one hour,we heard the word flower for 240times!?!mins was so irritated,lol.then got this stage performance,so damn noisy and the host keep shouting into the mike.so irritating!lol.then went back to for ss paper.I must say I am so proud of myself as I actually completed every question and i tried my best!lol.was damn happy when ss paper was over!then I and mins headed down to candy empire,reached,shop in there for quite long.and finally brought what we wanted.lol.then went to esplandse.mins could not decide whether to buy the banana chocolate.so I brought it for her.am I kind or am I kind!hahaha.then slacked at the rooftop,laugh and chat.ate my wonka bar plus mint bar.it was very nice!then went to marina square to have our dinner.mins only ate fruits and I ate ba chor mee!yum!it was very nice too!lol.then we went to the toilet and took photos for at least 20mins!?!lol.then headed to clark quay there bridge.view was nice!chat and took pics again.ran the bridge and made a wish.lol.then was already quite late so headed home.when we reached PS,there were too many people so we decided to take to habour front and back to compass.lol.mins was amazed at how fast MRT travels.lol.fell asleep,then finally reached compass,cabbed home:)
TOADY WAS SO FUN!CHATTING,LAUGHING AND PLAYING!LOVE IT!

heres are the pics we took

Smiles!

smiles again!

yay!

Candid!

:p

Zi lian number one.HAHAHA

Zi lian number two.HAHAHA

At the art pieces at city hall

Nice view!

Fullerton hotel

Bridge!

Emo number one.HAHAHA.

Emo number two.HAHAHA.

to niang:I had a lot of fun spending time with you!laughing and chatting and playing!I love you niang!

to sauyan:thanx for the pic!I think its super cute!hahaha.its so nice!love it!I love you my 24/7 rain or shine there for me princess!

You said yes:)

2006-09-04T14:35:00.000+08:00

today,
N level chinese is over!but i totally screwed it up.sighs.ss N level tml at two.wth.oh well,gonna mug for it now.I'm missing her now:(

Being in love with with you,
love it:)

2006-09-03T19:39:00.000+08:00

today,
went for service!it was great,tml N level chinese!I cant wait for it to be over mans.

Nobody gonna love me better:)

2006-09-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

today,
mugging and more mugging:(
I cant wait for Ns to be over!lol.
went out with sys for dinner,lol.enjoyed my day with her,thanx for the strawberries!I LOVE YOU TONS:D
for the past two days not say very good mood.
and my princess finally came back from KL.and she read me like book,she knew i was depressed when nobody else does,she cheered me up by doing this for me.

you are so sweet like cotton candy!hahaha.thanx princess!I love this pic.really cheered me up.make me smile till my eyes become one line.lol.I LOVE YOU TONS:D

If only you knew:(

2006-09-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

I wish that I could cry,
fall upon my knees.
Fuck it.

2006-08-31T13:34:00.000+08:00

There is something wrong,
but i cant figured out what it is.
Maybe I am just thinking too much.

It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time

2006-08-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

today,
so damn tired la pls!was really moody.too tired to think of anything.oh well.went out with eunice leong they all.had lunch together.then went out with sys.slacked and all.then went home.

Just want to be with you:)

2006-08-29T18:56:00.000+08:00

today,
lessons pretty boring.time passed by so slowly.lol.N-levels coming soon!AHHHH!gonna mug hard.I cant wait for n-level to finish!

With the song a thousand miles playing on the radio,
I had that special moment with you:)
Be mine will you?

2006-08-25T17:05:00.000+08:00

today,
lessons was pretty slack.couldnt concentrate on my chinese paper.keep thinking about stuff?hmmm.then had lit lesson and CD period.really funny and all.and my class have to do this skit,and my role is to be a security guard!?!lol.then after school went for phototaking.after that went to hougang mall with sarah.catched up with her a lot.its been a long time since we chat.and we told each other our dirty little secrets!HAHAHA.

Talking about love,is you.

2006-08-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

didnt go school today,my dad went to school and find me,he didnt realise that I wasnt at school.HAHAHA.oh well,got scolding from him.lol.but everything is alright now.in the afternoon eunice came over my house and slack.lol.enjoyed my day with her:)

She rocks my life:D

2006-08-23T20:21:00.000+08:00

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last one year were just pretend
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to.

Random entry:)

2006-08-23T17:52:00.000+08:00

Life has been so great:D

for the past few days more mugging and more mugging.lol.
anyway,NRP,goodness.that programme seriously kills.but its for our own good.oh well.cant wait for my Ns to finish!then I am free!yay!lol.my teacher cut my hair.she cut off my tail:'(at least it looks alright I think?lol.gonna mug soon again!that all!take care everyone!

I am waiting for you:)

2006-08-22T20:15:00.000+08:00

I always feel you so:)

2006-08-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

today,
went for service.was supposed to meet eunice earlier and she was late.pig la she.lol.then met up with everyone else,went for lunch and headed to church.had service and all.cried again:(then after service played games,masking tape and all.mins and eunice ganged up and bullied me.hahaha.then the three of us left for dinner.had dinner at mos burger.was teaching eunice how to fold the i love you paper and she make halfway say too difficult then she dont want to make already.hahaha.oh well.then mrt back to sengkang.eunice went home.i and mins went to a playground.talked about stuffs.then headed home.

I do feel for you,
you are someone who I want to treasure,
you are someone special,
I dont want to let go:)

2006-08-19T20:02:00.000+08:00

today,
I didnt rot at home afterall.I went to service instead.Service was great.yup.Heard jolie testimonal,me and youying cried.sighs.now I am back home,and I am gonna mug soon!tml I think i need heaps of tissue.lol.

I dont know how I feel about you.
The things you say to me,
totally makes my heart melts:)

2006-08-19T10:52:00.000+08:00

I am feeling pretty bored.
nothing much to do.I have been eating and sleeping for the past two days!what a pig I am.oh well,cant help it since I am sick.I am getting better though:)going to mug later on:(
Kinda of missing her now,though I am chatting with her.HAHAHA.She is the one who makes me smile:D

2006-08-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

I'm bored.actually I am tired enough to fall asleep.but I dont want.I want to think of her more.lol.she was really so sweet.the way she showed me concern and all.not going school and I cant see her tml,oh well.All I can do is think of her.hahaha!What a sweet feeling I'm having:D

2006-08-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

I am sick:(
went to school today and only attended three periods of lessons then went home.went to see the doctor first though.I slept from 1 plus to 6 plus!?!lol.Still feeling tired.I hate being sick la.I want to get well soon!Cant go school tml:(

That 0.01% of feeling:)

2006-08-16T20:25:00.000+08:00

I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting of everything we were,
it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
Sometimes you hold so tight,
it slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?

2006-08-16T18:47:00.000+08:00

today,
I think my teachers are so funny pls.hahaha.they do the weirdest things.As usual,had lots of fun during class.I was supposed to do some survey thing in the computer lab alone-_-cause i was absence the other day.I got lost can.all computer labs were used for lessons.hahaha.lucky Miss yang helped me call the office,in the end the teacher who called me to do survey went MIA-_-so went back to maths class.had three periods free today.recess was pretty bad,cause of somethings.oh well.everything is over at least.then stayed back for self study,completed my hw and went back to look at guides.hahaha.when i got in,suddenly everyone greet me good afternoon madm!i got a shock pls!lol!then i found out that there is a rule that everyone has to greet leaders.hahaha!talk to the guiders and juniors for a while then went home.

You lied again and again,
this time,I am never looking back.

2006-08-14T19:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,
went for church!Damn fun!princess came!yayness:)lol.met at 12,headed off to church,stayed there for a while.then headed off to PS for lunch.It suddenly rained-_-eunice doesnt know how to hold a umbrella.hahahaha.we went to parkview mall instead hoping to find a underpass,in the end we walked down,left and right,up and went to a carpark and outside and went back to first floor and it STOPPED RAINING.lol.eunice made me and princess walked one big round for nothing.then finally headed to ps without getting lost.had lunch at kfc.met up with mins,headed back to church for service.service was great!oh well,then had toilet paper paper party,we seriously wasted a lot of toilet paper.goodness!but it was really fun and all.then headed back to ps again,phyills,princess,eunice and i took pics in the neoprint machine again!hahaha.mins went to buy food.and she headed home.the rest of us went to seragoon gardens,ice cube.chat,played silly games.played truth and dare.LOL.shall not go into details.then headed home.eunice parents was really nice to send all of us home.i was the last to alight.her parents are so funny pls!they were like asking me whats my name and age.and when i told them i was a sec 4,they keep laughing can.lol.they didnt believe i was sec four-_-and they said i had a baby face!HAHAHAHAHA.and they talked about a lot of stuff.weird stuffs in fact.anyway,reached home at 9,rush hw,only manage to sleep at 12 plus.

today,
as usual,had a lot of fun in class.my classmates are really funny people.lol.maths was so boring.and i had four periods free today.hahaha.oh well.got back my papers,flunked most of it and some just barely pass.hahaha.after schools met up and took photos.then walked home with kendra.

You still cant tell me why

2006-08-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

today,
I am feeling so much better pls:)
went to meet jer at the seragoon to get my hw.she saw the state I am in and she was so shocked.oh well.
then went to norani house.met her at ten plus.had great fun with her la.first we talking about problems.then she dig out all the past letters!I found out a lot of secrets!I was pretty shocked pls.lol.and looking at my sec one handwriting,tsk!really ugly la.lol.i read a lot of letters!till i wanna fall asleep!then had lunch.finally i ate like after two days of not eating?had chili prawns and rice.oh well.i keep having this thinking i am very full and feel like vomiting.arrgghh.I am having a psychological problem.how can i be full when i only eat after two days of not eating!?!hahaha.i will just take it as i am on diet.what a mircale!lol.then we slacked,talked about stuffs.we laugh about a lot of stuffs.so funny,she really cheered me up pls.and i played a song for her with a gutiar!hahaha.then we started playing with soft toys!deprived childhood!and the white teddy bear fur is so nice and smooth and i was doing funny actions with its hands!damn funny pls!lol.then we talked somemore.i cried at one point of time:(then i was alright again.then played with com.hahaha.so funny pls.she wrote me a testi when i was beside her.lol.then i had to rush off to meet mins.went to meet mins at 9 at doby ghaut,stayed at mos burger with qiaos,waiting for her bf.then we brought her the 99% bitter chocolate!her expression was like funny la.another victim.lol.mins got her revenge.hahaha.then she went off with her bf.i and mins went to the purple lights place.chat.then mrt home.actually was gonna to stay at mins place but got church tml and tons of hw not done.I am like finally recovering both emotionally and pyhsically:)

to norani:dearest,I really had fun with you,you cheered me up,thanx for accompanying me throughout the day and being there for me when i am at the lowest point of my life.I love you loads:)
to sauyan:sorry i made you worry like mad yesterday.I am fine now!and thanx for being there too!I love you truckloads princess!

2006-08-11T18:56:00.000+08:00

Went to meet princess and ah yu just now.had lunch with them but i didnt eat anything=x
then they had to go for guides so I went to ponggol end.oh well.stayed there for two hours and I feel so much better.It just still hurts abit.sighs.I will be okay:)

To ruixin:thanx for being there yea?drinking on 25aug!must kays:)love you la pls.
To princess:thanx for being there too.and the note!hahaha.I love you princess:D

2006-08-11T13:10:00.000+08:00

An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.
And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.
We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.
Your not the person who you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting go of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?

2006-08-10T00:35:00.000+08:00

Its started with a kiss,
and here we are,
happily together?
This aint getting us anywhere.
Dont say I am playing with your feelings,
neither say I am assuming.
Dont lie pls,
I know you too well.
You cant hide anything from me.
You dont even care how I feel,if you cared,you wouldnt have post all those things on your blog.
I am sorry if I had not treat you well,
I guess I am not good enough for you.
I must as well fuck off from your life.
Quarrels,tears,blood,suffering,I had enough.
If love doesnt hurt,it wouldnt be called love.

2006-08-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

today,
went over to adel place for steam boat.slacked,ate and watch tv first.then went inside the room.slept for a while.then had steam boat!yum!then went back to the room and slacked.hahaha.played silly games.oh well.we had a lot of fun.then went outside and played with the babies.so cute pls!they really cheered me up.then cab home:D
to anna:I know you cared,and those words you said meant a lot to me,love you la:D

Now I wonder,
cause this getting aint getting us anywhere.

2006-08-09T09:34:00.000+08:00

yesterday,
had a good time in school:Dperformance was really funny.then had recess,went with cherie and ruoyu to find people.catch up with sauyan and eunice.hahaha!both of them sound really alike pls.lol.crap a lot.then it was time to go up class.talked to kendra,hmmm.oh well.(to kendra:I will consider about it,you cheer up yea?everything will be okay:Dlove you son)then was dismissed.went to take money from mom=xwent to meet anna and the rest.headed downt to ps,watch the movie click!was buying food then saw claudine,brenda and jingxuan-_-ask me to buy food for her.MOVIE DAMN NICE!mins and I couldnt finish the popcorn so we threw popcorns at people.lol!after the movie went to bugis for shopping!oh well,they brought quite a lot of things.as for me i just help mins carry her purchases.am i kind or am i kind.lol.then actually want to go mins bro place.but we all were too tired.so we all went home.a well spent day:D

I will take the pain,
if you didnt realise,
I could show you.
Fuck it.

2006-08-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

well,had a well spent afternoon with someone:Dhhad a lot of fun with emo girlfriend.I love her plsx)
was really sad when she had to go off cause of some bastard.so pissed with him.fuck.

then went to meet mins at compass.off to sengkang park.talk and talk about a lot of things.and i was pretty in a bad mood.thanx niang for tryin to comfort me:)

My mood aint that good,I think I should be off to sleep.sighs:'(

Tears that wouldnt stop.

2006-08-07T10:59:00.000+08:00

tsk tsk,ponning of school,i think i am such a bad child.lol.oh well,at least my headache is getting better.terrible headache since last night plus slight fever.thats is partly why i didnt go school.hahaha.anyway,i am feeling superly bored.but I am enjoying my so called long holiday though.one more week and i am going to study like hell for my Ns=xnothing to do now though.and i am missing her:(

So much left unsaid,
So much left undone.
The feeling is gone,
cause you have been far away for far too long.
All I have left are just beautiful memories,
And I wont forget the way you loved me.

Just something random:)

2006-08-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday,
tsk!things were really bad in the morning and afternoon.everything was so not prepared for the sengkang campfire.performance and everything.everyone was in a bad mood and i and joseleen were trying to cheer everyone up.well,i think it was the worse morning and afternoon that guides ever had. my hand got cut a lot of times,pretty bloody,lol,while preparing everything=xanyway,things got so much more better at night!i got high and everyone got high!lol.and there was this school,we didnt like their bamboo performance,its damn boring,so we were like shouting go bamboos!damn funny pls!then sang camp songs!dance and everything.we even remix the song.damn fun.great campfire:D
sec ones,twos and threes who attended the campfire,GOOD JOB AND EFFORT!I AM SO PROUD OF YOU ALL:D

today,
woke up at 7,couldnt sleep,so watched tv.then went back to sleep again.and i overslept!opps.rushed over to church.had fun preparing the balloons!hahaha.then slacked,then went to the mrt station to fetch newcomers!mins and some other people.hahaha!and it was so fun being with them:Dthen went back to church.played pool with eunice(not eunice leong).she is damn funny la!dont know how to play then anyhow play!hahaha!then had to go for service already.service was great!God answered my questions that i had been wondering why for the past few days.our God is a amazing God:Deunice was playful,we were writing notes to each other.hahaha.so so funny la she.then after service had balloon party!damn fun!yong cheng was so lame pls-_-anyway played games and did cheers.everything was so great!and mins burst a balloon on my head!rah!and i tried to burst a balloon in front of eunice cause she is so scared.lol.then after the party went to arcade with mins,eunice,phyllis,michelle and josephine.played a while and they decided to take pics in the neoprint machine.so funny!then they ate ice cream,and eunice could not finish in time,so we all had to wait for her and i was like helping her finish.and she gave me a super big piece la.hahaha!and she almost got brain freeze for eating too fast.lol.then mrt back to compass.telling jokes and all.hahaha.then all the rest went home,i and mins went to sengkang park.drank slurpee and ate pancake.yum.talked about a lot of things.then went home.had great fun today:D

I am so tired:(

2006-08-05T07:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday!
in the morning ,met up with atiqa to have breakfast and walked around.played arcade and she brought a pair of earrings.she looked so pretty:)
then she left to meet up with her friends then i went to meet anna,adel and mins.headed off to pasir park.on the bus i was being retarded to annoy mins.hahaha!reached,settle down near the seaside and took out all the food!picnic!yay:)bee hoon,seaweed chicken,cheese hotdogs,french toast,fried fish plus green tea and 100 plus.hahaha.yum.ate a lot.then felt like sleeping.hahaha.so i slept for a while.mins and adel was whining that they want ice and wanted me to go buy for me.tsk.hahaha.in the end we got up and went to buy drinks.went to a shop nearby,and they sell ice-blended drinks!haha.i and mins were looking at the menu and we were deciding what to drink,and we pointed at the mocha ice blended at the same time!hahaha!great minds think alike:)but mins got a orange ice blended and i got mocha.it was really refreshing!then went off to play at the play ground.first went to the big round thing,me and anna sat on that thing and kept going round and round!haha.and mins was like saying cherly,why you never sing your ''gu tan bei ban chew''(a song that means lonely planet,i think?).hahaha!damn funny pls.then went to play spiderweb,i climb to the top!yay!hahaha.the rest stayed on the ground.then next was the swinging thing,where you can swing froom one side to another side.very fun.then went to play swing.we were like competing who swing higher.hahaha.then went to played some bounce thing.i sat in the middle,was so fun too!and the ''toliet bowl''!my favourite!hahaha!its red and its like toilet bowl.damn fun!i sat inside and adel made me go round and round!wah!goodness!i almost flew out!hahaha.then went to fishing village!saw a lot people catching fish!haha.cool mans.took pics!whoohooo!then walked to down town east.talked about a lot of funny stuff!reached,went to buy drinks.went to play arcade.i played drums and the rest play mario go kart.so cute pls.then we went for adel friend chalet.oh well,when we reached the chalet we were like.....never mind.then we went to play pool.hahaha!it was so funny pls.one game was two bucks,and we find it pretty expensive,so we decided to not let the ball go in so we can play again and again for free!hahaha!we thought it was pretty stupid to do that so we let the balls go in.hahaha!took a lot of retarded pics.hahaha!then went back to chalet and ate some food.then went off to mins brother place.ate the left overs and watched the last episode of the 9 o clock show.stupid ending!humph.oh well,the watched a bit more of tv and mins mom came and fetch us home!

to mins,anna and adel:I just love it when we spend time together:Dlove you guys loads!

today!
got to go for sengkang guides camp fire!wee!fun and more fun!:D

I can pretend everything is alright

2006-08-03T14:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday!
went out with mins,she was so blur pls.was supposed to meet at the 27 bus stop outside cp then she alighted two stops earlier.hahaha.she had to walk quite a distance.then we headed off to the airport.on our way to the airport,i told her a truth,(our dirty little secret!)went to a bookshop to read books.Its was damn funny,reading a lot of silly things,and i was being retarded.lol.making niang laugh and all.niang brought a book.i think its a nice book.then we went to coco tree.we had free chocolates!we went to another shop,we also had free chocolates!oh well,its a wonder how we got free chocolates and all the chocolates cost at least 7 bucks plus!lol.[its our dirty little secret;)]then headed to macs to use the com.brought a drink.I poured half into a empty cup and mins thought i was treating her!lol!sat down and starting stoning while mins read her book.then we headed to town in a bus.we talk and talk and talk,we pass by a place we didnt want to see=X,ninag read the boook again and the contents werel like her life.hahaha!went shopping at PS.really great fun.being retarded.niang saw this purse,it was really nice and she decided to withdraw money to buy it.while she was withdrawing money,i brought a 99%dark chocolate and i told her to try it.hahaha!it was damn bitter pls.she was whining non-stop.lol.then we settle our dinner at mos burger,the waiter was so damn blur.mins still could taste the bitterness of the chocolate.hahaha.then we went to get mins purse.the one she wanted was sold out so she had to choose another one.anyway it was nice.went to new cathy to drink at starbucks coffee.had mocha.what a way to enjoy life,what a bliss:Dhahaha.then we went to the toliet.guess what,i hide in a place and scared mins!hahaha!and she jumped!lol!damn funny pls.hen we went to the purple lights place.while on our way there we anyhow crossed the roads.so exciting.lol.reached,we talk about alot of stuffs.talk about our past and everything.what a great load off my mind:)then it was late so we decided to head home.somehow we got lost because we cross the wrong underpass.hahaha!i sat down on the road and starting laughing hahaha!then we mrt home.tml going out with anna,adel and mins again!great great fun!WEEE!i love my life:D

To niang:had lots of fun with you niang!hahaha!take care!love you loads!

Disappointed

2006-08-02T10:07:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM SO HAPPY!
PRELIMS IS OVER!YAYNESS!
FREEDOM HERE I COME!
oh well,first time i came home so early,went for history paper,it was ok la.hahaha!who cares!its over!WHEEE!WHOOHOOO!
I am suppose to go out and celebrate,but i guess i should spend some quality time with me myself and I.lol!maybe later going out with mins:DI will see how.
I cant believe the last paper is over!I got four days of holiday!
thur=no paper
fri=school holiday for my school.
sat and sunday=weekend!
WEEEEEEE!
got lots of outing this week!cant wait mans!
mom is buying me lunch!YAY!so happy happy HAPPY!WHOOOHOO!

Well its all so over rated:)

2006-08-01T18:54:00.000+08:00

If only you knew whats the meaning of love.
I bleed for you.
You wouldnt see the pain though.
Cause you were blinded all along.
You never really thought of what I needed.
And you thought I would be better off alone.
This time I was wrong,
to hand you a heart worth breaking.
Oh pls dont lie anymore,
cause it ain't getting anywhere.
Save me if you wish,
I doubt you would.

Running from myself until you gave me a reason for standing still.
Been dying inside a little by little.
Falling faster and faster.
No where to go but going out of my mind.
I dont want to be stuck in the shadows of my mistakes.
No more tears but only feeling numb.
I want to feel,
to feel for you.

2006-07-29T20:21:00.000+08:00

today,
went out with atiqa.poor child,had a nightmare so i had to go fetch her 7am!am i kind or am i kind.hahaha.then went over to my house.wah,she came to my house and she fell asleep!pig la!lol.watch tv and slacked.then she went to meet ******** for a while.then met her at compass again.went over to hougang mall for lunch.i was superly hungry pls!had nasi kuning.it was pretty nice.she had nasi lemak.i ate her nasi lemak too.there is something wrong with the nasi lemak pls!i felt like vomiting.then went to mini toons to sample sweets!hahaha!then went to get my hair cut.I love my hair now pls:Dthen went back to compass.she was in a bad mood so we decided to drink.she only drank one bottle and she was drunk!lol!had to bring her back to my house to let her rest.she was talking rubbish while on our way to my house.hahaha.so funny pls.finally she was well enough to go home.well,I had fun with you!thanx for everything!lovesX)

If it has to be that way,
Then let it be.